Catpaws Cafe

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Archive for the month “June, 2021”

It takes just one offer, one right place at the right time. You don’t need 200 to choose from, if the one in front of you is the right fit.

It looks like my ex-to-be moved out last night, and I have until the end of the month to find somewhere else and a way forward. I know no one else in this city (Cancun). This isn’t where I moved to for love over a decade ago, this is where we ended up for (his) work.

I am open to suggestions; work online and hang around here until October when I can fly the cats out safer (the heat).
I’d rather relocate if I had something to leave for (work, or housesitting, renovation etc) and somewhere to go; am open to where, and what to do. I’d welcome something new to take my mind off things.
If I can find a way to fly the two furballs that have kept me sane all this time in the cabin.
Thanks to brexit I can’t go back to the place I have friends and contacts, and I’m feeling scared and lost.

I’m sorry if I’m not the most cheerful and person right now. I’ve repeatedly had the rug pulled from underneath for the last two years, going through a divorce, daily anxiety attacks and questioning my own worth. That’s what happens after working for yourself doing anything and everything for a decade
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But if you give me a chance I can tell you this. I’m not always like this. Just going through the worst time of my life. It won’t last forever. I’d employ me, and befriend me. I’m quiet, reliable, and dependable.
I’m resourceful. I may not look strong right now but hell I am, I’ve survived this far. But there are days when it all feels so overwhelming I go to bed hoping I won’t wake up.
I’m a good listener. I believe in being kind.
I must have some good karma ready to return for all the people I have helped in my life?

6 degrees of separation in this world. It only takes timing, for the right person to register and make a connection. I’m still here; that means I’m not done. Somewhere out there is the right fit and someone looking for someone like me. Is it you or someone you know? 🐾

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